Hi Ho, Hi Ho, It's off to work I go.

Yes, we all survived my first day back at work, though as to be expected it was not very easy. I boo hoo'ed my way to the car after I dropped John off and couldn't keep my thoughts off of him all evening. During my dinner hour break I went to his daycare to nurse him and visit. He didn't want me to put him down. Then when I got home tonight he nursed for a long time again and wouldn't smile at me. It breaks my heart. This is soooo hard.